I’m not used to changes. They’re not fun most times. It takes me a while to get used to change. I like the comfort of schedule, my home, and my little town. It’s not that I don’t get out much, it’s just not easy to handle new situations. I over think things and want new experiences to be perfect. Probably with having high standards on how perfeft things should be is why I get so Dissapointed easily. This happen to anyone else? Perfectionism syndrome is not simple to live with. Hoping I am kinder to myself messing up with new changes in life. Do we ever grow out of it?